The Voice No One Heard
The vast ocean stretched endlessly before her. Farha Aida's sailboat rocked beneath the moonlight. The night breeze brushed gently against her face, like a hand soothing a heart that had been tired for far too long.
Out here, there was no sound but the rush of the waves and the beating of her own heart.
“Sometimes I think the sea is more honest than people,” she said softly, as though speaking to her own shadow.
“When the sea is angry, it storms. When it's calm, it stays quiet. But people… they smile when they're angry and leave sweet comments when they can't stand you.”
She gave a quiet laugh, not because it was funny, but because there was some truth in it.
On the control panel, her phone lit up for a moment, offering false hope before fading again.
No messages.
No calls.
“Eh, yesterday they liked two of my stories, and today they've unfollowed me. People really are good at creating drama for free.”
She gave a faint smile.
“Never mind. Maybe they're on a social media detox. A detox from other people's success.”
The sea remained calm.
Farha drew a long breath.
“Sometimes I get tired of being strong too. Everyone wants me to stay positive, to be some kind of inspiration. But when I fall, all that comes is silence. Even an inspiration can disappear when no one's watching.”
She stepped into the cabin and picked up the worn journal from the table. Its pages were damp from the sea air. Her handwriting wavered with every movement of the boat.
‘It isn't that I don't want to speak. The world simply doesn't always believe me.’
She paused and stared at the sentence.
“Why do I keep trying to explain myself to a world that doesn't care? Maybe because somewhere deep inside, I still want to be understood.”
The sky slowly turned grey.
The moon disappeared behind the clouds.
Thunder rumbled in the distance.
The wind began to change.
The sailboat shuddered as its sails snapped wildly in the strengthening wind.
Farha jumped to her feet and gripped the wheel.
Her breathing quickened, but her eyes kept searching for a way through.
“Ya Allah, protect me. Give me strength and guide me safely through this storm.”
Waves slammed against the side of the boat.
Salt water soaked her face. Her hands trembled as she fought to keep control.
One by one, memories surfaced inside her.
The face she had once missed.
The final message she had never answered.
And the names she had blocked so her heart would not bleed all over again.
“Funny, isn't it… sometimes it's when we're most alone that we finally meet ourselves,” she whispered through her fear.
“And at a time like this, you realise that no matter how strong you think you are, there are moments when all you can do is ask Allah for help.”
Hours passed.
The storm slowly subsided.
The sea opened before her once more.
An orange glow appeared along the eastern horizon.
Farha sank onto the deck.
Exhausted.
Soaked through.
But safe.
“Alhamdulillah,” she whispered, watching the sky begin to brighten.
She remained silent for a moment.
“I asked for a way through… and You gave me the strength to keep going.”
She picked up her phone again.
No signal.
Only her own reflection staring back from the black screen.
Farha frowned at herself.
“Great. I'm in the middle of the ocean and I'm still checking my followers. This really is a disease.”
She laughed quietly and put the phone down.
“You don't have to follow me. I've learned to keep going even when no one's there to applaud.”
Farha looked out across the endless sea.
There was still a little fear in her eyes, a little relief, and a great deal of gratitude.
She smiled.
“Life is funny… we spend so much time chasing other people's attention that sometimes we forget to listen to our own hearts.”
The sailboat continued beneath the slowly brightening sky.
Small waves moved alongside it, as though accompanying a woman who was learning to make peace with solitude.
Farha did not know what waited beyond the horizon.
Perhaps calm waters.
Perhaps another storm.
But this time, she did not ask for a life without waves.
She simply prayed that when the waves came again, her heart would not lose its way.
In its silence, the sea carried the story of a soul that had fallen, been disappointed, and still chose to keep sailing.
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